恰逢
蓁蓁
Allthetime,IthinkthatIamagirlofthepositiveenergy.IamalsothinkthatIamaveryhappygirlandmaybeIwillliveasimpleandpurelife.Once,MrLiaskedmethat,cryingintheBMWorlaughingatthebike,whichoneIwouldchoose?Atthattime,IdidbelievethatIchooselaughing.Perhapswehaveexperiencedmanythingsaboutthiscalledlove.Thesocietyteachuswhatisrealityandhowtolivebetterbyourselves.Now,Ihavechanged.
Afterparticipatinginthework,Iammoresensitive.Idon’tknowwhyIchange.ButIdowannatodrinkatnightlonely,orsinginthesinginghallwithoneortwofriends,singordance,tillwecry.Sometimes,Iwhoneversaydirtywordscansay:”Shit!fuck!”Itisakindofreleasing.Oneisalwaysonastrangeroad,watchingstrangesceneryandlisteningtostrangemusic.Thiskindofstrangeroadweareexperiencingiscalleddestiny.Oneday,wewillfindthatthethingswetryhardtoforgetarealreadygone.
Wearefightingforhappinessallthetime.Suddenly,wefindthathappinessisnotaboutbeingimmortalnorhavingfoodorrightsinourhands,Itisabouthavingeachtinywishcometrue,orhavingsomethingtoeatwhenwearehungryorhavingsomeone’slovewhenweneedlove.Actually,happinessissimple.While,wethinkitcomplex.
Iknowsomeoneintheworldiswaitingforme,althoughI''venoideaofwhoheis.ButIfeelhappyeverydayforthis.nourlife,therewillatleastonetimethatweforgetourselvesforsomeone,askingfornoresult,nocompany,noownershipnorlove.Justaskformeetingyouinmymostbeautifulyears.
Everythingcomestohimwhowaits.Ibelieveit.Idon’tthinkthatwhenpeoplegrowup,theywillbecomemorebroad-mindedandcanaccepteverything.Conversely,Ithinkit’saselectingprocess,knowingwhat’sthemostimportantandwhat’stheleast.Andthenbeasimpleperson.
Ihopewecanhappy,laugh.wewerebornthistime,thismoment,justright.who?Aha,keepcalmandunderstandacontentedmindisacontinualfeast.
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