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《道听途说的偶感》 背景：平凡人的坚持 动机：让思绪像梦一样不着边际 时间：2016/8/26 地点：乌鲁木齐卡子湾 每次想到了星期五，就有种条件反射，“小蜜蜂”要回来了，路很远，很难走，回来不容易，有时候要经过4、5个小时，可是你就这样的坚持，为了大家这个乐于奉献的本身毅力，还有种音乐的魔力在吸引着你和我们，坚持每个人都有过坚持，坚持的地方不一样，坚持的方向不一样，你坚持回来，为了我们，有时候坚持能打动人，有时候的坚持别人不一定能理解，可是你就这样的坚持下来了，我很感动，有的时候莫名的冲动和莫名的激情都是积淀了很长时间，在许多麻木的时候，有一种鼓舞和力量，突然因为某个媒介就涌现出来了感动。 理解和欣赏也是个奇怪的东西，不理解的东西突然有一天理解了，不欣赏的事物，自己经过了，也知道欣不欣赏了，凡事只有自己尝试了，才敢说话，结论这东西，这几年我发现，越来越不敢轻易下了，下一次结论后悔一次，缘定终身和相好一辈子，还有政治家们口若悬河的誓言，不都是誓言如风，谁敢相信也得装相信，有的时候，坚持也是表面的，甚至是做给人看的，倒是感恩和宽容，相信心灵渴望朋友越来越多了。生命这东西倒着行驶提醒我步步惊心，让我学会了不少。 开学了，好多不确定的因素出现，竞争激烈是双刃剑，为了发展是往好里说，为了老师，中层，所谓的高层之间三者的利益的博弈是不是更现实？人活着就是苦，就是累，正所谓徐沛东歌词：“世间最苦人最苦”。你不知道咋活才是正道，啥事会突然出现，掀翻你固有思想的东西太多，但是还是守着自己的坚持，往往骨子里的习惯是可怕的东西。 退休是不是围城，退休了羡慕工作的规律，不退休，又羡慕退休的人好好玩的真开心，矛盾太多，难道退休了就真的轻松了么？我看活动会更多，想干的事情太多了。因为自己可自由支配的时间，在变少。 不羡慕不嫉妒不恨绝不敢背后议论更不敢伤人。 我感觉幸福就是不紧张。啥事都不紧张。现在啥大事发生，过一会就没有感觉了，跟自己的脸皮厚了也有关系，也许这个社会抵御杨坤这类戏子，台上人上人样，台下吸毒的怂样早就笑贫不笑娼的司空见惯了，能骗一个钱是一个钱。 突破有个点，看破忽悠并严防忽悠就是这个点。还要提放当面一套，背后还是这一套，但是关键时刻鼠肚鸡肠的治你于无形的，所谓经常冠冕堂皇的谈给下级说心态如何要好的人。 感觉你长了，但回忆不起啥时候。感觉被伤了，反而更加淡然，长短时间总有耳闻，挺感谢道听途说。 有时候莫名的闲气，也会扰乱心情，会排解，真看透，真是艺术活.......说得几千公里，做的就几米！你说也有人说你，你不说也有人说你，中国的语言真好。但还是喜欢英语...... ----红光山《闲说》 2016/8/26周五 《英文版》 Hearsay OuGan Background: the persistence of the ordinary people Motivation: make the mind like a dream as irrelevant Time: 2016\/8\/26 Location: urumqi clamp bay Every time thought of Friday, there is a conditioned reflex, little bees to come back, it was a long way, it is difficult to walk, come back is not easy, sometimes need to go through 4 or 5 hours, but you are so persistence, perseverance, for everybody in this dedicated itself is the magic of music in attracts you and we insist that everyone has the right to insist, insist on different place, adhere to the direction of the different, you stick to the back, for us, sometimes can impress people, sometimes stick to others can not understand, but you are so insist on down, I was very moved, and sometimes inexplicable impulse and inexplicable passion are accumulated for a long time, when many numbness, have a kind of inexplicable passion are accumulated for a long time, when many numbness, have a kind of inspiration and strength, suddenly moved because a media have emerged. Understand and appreciate is a strange thing, dont understand what all of a sudden one day understand, dont appreciate things, oneself after, also know that we dont appreciate, only oneself try everything, will dare to speak, the conclusion that thing, I have found over the years, more and more not easily, the next conclusion regret once, life and lover for the rest of your life, there are politicians eloquent vows, not all pledged to the wind, who dare to believe too outfit, sometimes, persistence is the surface, and even do give a person to see, was Thanksgiving and tolerance, more and more believe that the heart longing for a friend. Life it backwards moving heart I the heart-pounding step by step, let me learn a lot. School begins, a lot of uncertain factors, competition is a double-edged sword, in order to develop is at best, in order to teachers, middle, the interests of the game between the so-called senior three is a more realistic? To live is bitter, is tired, is the so-called Xu Peidong lyrics: the world the most GuRen bitter. You dont know how to live is the way, what things will pop up, flipped over your inherent thought so much, but still keep their own insist, often just habit is a terrible thing. Retired retirement is siege, envy the law of work, not retire, envied retired people have fun really happy, contradiction is too much, does it really easy to retire? I see the activities will be more, the want to do too much. Because of their discretionary time in less. Dont envy dont envy dont hate never dare to hurt behind. I feel happiness is not nervous. Anything not nervous. Now what happens, there is no feeling, has something to do with their thick-skinned also, maybe the society against I love you this kind of player, pad man on human beings, the audience drugs new sample already prostitution is better than poverty is commonplace, can cheat a
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