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给 我很快乐，克鲁亚克，你的狂人艾伦 终于如愿以偿：发现了一只年轻的新猫 我想象一个永恒的小伙子 漫步在旧金山街头， 英俊潇洒，在自助餐馆同我相遇 而且对我钟情。啊，别认为我让你讨厌。 你对我生气了。是否因为我拥有其他伙伴？ 要活好并不容易，倘若缺乏幻念； 一旦他们对我垂青，我就如同置身天庭。 Malest cornifici tuo catullo I'm happy, Kerouac, your madman Alen's finally made it: discovered a new young cat, and my imagination of an enternal boy walks on the streets of San Francisco, handsome, and meets me in cafeterias and loves me. Ah don't think I'm sickening. You're angry at me. For all of my lovers? It's hard to eat shit, without having visions; when they have eyes for me it's like Heaven. San Francisco,1955 杰克，什么才是神圣的爱？ 因为我的头 倚在枕上， 因为我哭泣 在坟墓般的公寓套房 因为我的心绪 低落迷惘 因为我有 一个耽于幻想的肚子 充满轻轻的 叹息而且记得 胸部因悲哀而 抽泣——甚至 一只手的轻抚 顿感惬意舒适—— 因为我胆战心惊—— 因为我高声 歌唱对着 我亲爱的自我 因为我实在爱你， 我亲爱的，我的 另一个，我真正的 新娘 我的朋友，可爱的 十年岁月中的上帝—— 因为我正值 生命盛年而且 别无选择，除了 屈服于感情 因为我确实不由自主 着了迷 追寻一直在追寻 那激情——甜蜜的欢悦 涌流从 心脏肚子腰部 以及大腿 别拒绝这个 三十八岁重一百四十五英镑 头手脚健全的身躯 What is God love, Jack? Because I lay my head on pillows, Because I weep in the tombed studio Because my heart sinks below my naved because I have an old airy belly filled with soft sighing, and remember breast sobs ----- or a hand's touch makes tender ----- Because I get scared ----- Because I raise my voice singing to my beloved self ----- Because I do love thee my darling, my other, my living bride my friend, my old lord of soft tender eyes ----- Because I am in the Power of life & can do no more than submit to the feeling that I am the One Lost seeking still seeking the thrill ----- delicious bliss in the heart abdonmen loins & thights Not refusing this 38 yr. 145lb. head arms & feet of meat |
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