【原】217.《触火之恋（touched with fire）》

天知道我看了多少没名堂的电影：没名堂的邪教、没名堂的恋爱、没名堂的外星入侵、没名堂的聚会聊天，这一部，是貌似有点名堂的神经病，男女主精神病院相遇后相恋相害、让人喘不过气来的故事；只有两点不一般的地方，一个是演员的表演，我真怀疑是患者本人在表演，如果不是，那真太棒了！如果是，就更棒了！而且不是矫情的那种棒，是真心棒；二是幕尾的这首歌，全剧是压抑的正剧，让人想逃，末尾竟然rapper了这么一首，也算出奇，单作为诗歌，而且显然出自患者之手的诗歌，写得确实不错，虽然没有影片里男主拉作大旗的《小王子》的水准，也足够好，人家毕竟是患者嘛，读读这首可怜的诗吧，他们知道自己不见容于我们的社会，他们祈求着、表白着，也知道再祈求再表白也没用，就是父母也看他们是异类，只好向着他们认定的自己的星球遥望着，期望哪怕通过死亡回到自己的家去，这微茫的希望，是他们心中的神，生活中唯一的指望，太可怜了。真有点儿不忍心跟着电影一起从我电脑里删掉：

There was a time long ago,

when tide would rise

and wind would blow,

when the star pulsed spirals

of fire across the sky,

and all the lunatics saw,

and all the lunatics knew

the two eyes of God

had aligned in the sky

to give us a glimpse

into the divine.

And though the sane may deny

we gaze through God’s eyes

and claim it was

just some misfiring synapses（神经元）

flashing through

a crack in our minds

we all knew it was true

we all knew we shared a view

into something just too beautiful to prove

and they can’t take that away

from me and you.

Even when the seasons change

summer exceeds its stay

the Sun creeps away

and fall shadows

grab hold of your brain

and you can feel your will

within each withering leaf

clinging to the trees

of entire forest

surrounding you slipping

as they fall down on you

and then when Winter rolls around

your soul retreats

deep beneath the frozen grounds

and it’s calling your body down

and it feels like your ashes

are fighting gravity

even then, Spring will come again

and invite you to rise too high

and it’s up to you to decide

if you’ll repeat those seasonal tides

that will lay waste to your lives

But if you choose to live

you may look out at the sky

and reminisce（追忆） about those times

when the Sun and Moon

would align

and each would find its other eye

so that God would cry

about what was lost and why

But I tell you not to miss

those times

for the Sun still shines

and the Moon will still rise

and with just enough light

from far off shine

of the sun across the sky

it will keep the divine sight

forever alive in your eyes.