Theheart-breakingsummer
张庆玲
08国贸二班
20080910010411
Thissummervacationistheworstoftimeinmylife,Ievendon’twanttoreviewthepastdays.
Duringthisvacation，Ididn’thaveanytourtoelsewhere,didn’thaveanyclosefriends’visitation,allIdidforawholemonthistoteachmorethan40juniorhighschoolstudentsEnglishandmathematics.ThoughI’veearnedmoneyfromit,Ipaidmuchmoreforit.
Thestudentsweresodifficulttodealwith！Eachofthemwantstositinthefrontoftheclassroom.Itseemedlikethatnoonewassatisfiedwiththeirseats,eventhekidssitintheidealplaces.Furthermore,somebiggirlsweretendingtomistreattheothergirls.Theyevencalledthehooliganstohelpthemtoflightwiththegirlswhomtheyabhorred.Luckily,mymother’stimelyadvicepreventedanaccident.SoIgottobeveryuptightandcautious.What’sworse,becauseofeveryday’sshoutingandyelling,Isoonlostmyvoice.So,thechildrengotcompletelyoutofcontrol.Itwasarealdisasterinmymemory.Severaldayspassed,mymotherbroughtmeamicrophone,somyvoicebecamelouderandstronger,andIbegantousemy“violence”toputouttheir“violence”.
WhenIgraduallyadaptedmyselftotheclimate,anothercatastrophecametothesurface.
Myboyfriendseldomphonedmeanylonger.Finally,onedayhetoldmethatweareinappropriate…Idon’tknewwhatIwentthroughwhenhetoldmethosesharpwords.Iinsistedtothereasonwhyhechosetobreakupwithme.Thefinalanswertrustedmeintoaninfinitedarknessandhelplessness.Hetoldmethathefoundhimselfisstillthinkingabouthisex-girlfriend.Icouldn’tbelievehowficklehewas.Heoncesaidhewouldlovemeforever,butthisforeverendedsoquickly.
Icouldn’tcounthowmanytimesthatIhavecriedinthemiddleofnightoverthesamedamnthing.ThemostpainfulisthatIhavetoforcemyselftofakesmileandpretendtolaugheverydayofmylife.Fromthemon,Isworetomyselfnevertotrustanyoneelse.
Idon’tknowhowlongIhavebeenimmersedinthegriefthissummergavetome,butfortunately,Iwakedupnow.Letthepastgotohell!AsScarletoncesaid:tomorrowisanotherday!
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