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9/11 人的一生，漫漫长路。不容易，不容易。也许你执着与短时间的收益。比如我们的高考，中考。确实好。有用。受益匪浅。我的几乎所有的人生观，价值观，以及基础知识。都得感谢扎实的中国基础教育。感谢！ 但是，当你脱离了中国的基础教育体系。进入大学，进入社会，没人关心你，没有在乎你，好与坏，努力与不努力的界限越来越模糊。你自己也在怀疑，我是不是还需要向以前那么呢？因为，社会的复杂多变，各种各样的成功方式，看着人家的光鲜亮丽，看着人家的志得意满。是不是很迷茫。 我不知道你的情况，但是我是的。逃课没什么。导师也不怎么关心。挂了也没什么。重修就好了。到了大学，感受到那种浓浓的商业气息和放养气息。我迷茫了，陪同学一起打游戏，泡妞，装逼，笑哈哈，我感觉过得很舒服，很爽。但是又默默得感觉到失落。我知道我在浪费我人生中最宝贵的光阴年华，但是我却很享受那种放纵感。 周围的人都说，这有什么错。是的，这确实没什么错。但是，曾几何时，我已经忘了，在哪遥远的初中和高中，我有一个梦，我有一个理念，我不甘心，居于人下。我下定决心，只要我能万人之上，哪怕我付出什么，都可以。我忘记了哪一种拼劲，我忘记了哪一种一往如前的锋利的锐气。现在，我更多的是接受了现实。更多的是，人云亦云。我的锐气在哪里，我的精气神在哪里。游戏消磨了我的光阴，酒精磨灭了我的意志，女友让我接受了现状，而小老板让我看低了自己的价值。 我不甘心，我仰天大号，不甘心！殊不知，有多少不甘心的人啊！他们的选择是重回校园，哪怕再苦再累，也给自己腾出一段时间，从新学习人生的技能，学更多的本事，给自己更多的空间。我不服，所以我拼搏；我不甘心，所以我一往无前。 二十四的我，94年的我，也许已经不再年轻，已经挥霍了最宝贵的青春年华，但我给自己三年。我一定汲取更多的扎实根基，给自己以后更多的空间。2018有我，2018我务必无悔！
Eng: A long journey of a person’s life. Not easy, not easy. Maybe you are obsessed with short-term gains. For example, our college entrance examination, high school entrance examination. Really good. it works. Benefited a lot. Almost all my outlook on life, values, and basics. I have to thank the solid basic education in China. thanks!
However, when you are separated from China's basic education system. When you entering the university, entering the society, no one cares about you, does not care about you, good or bad, the boundaries between hard work and hard work are increasingly blurred. You are also skeptical. Do I still need to go to the past? Because the society is complex and changeable, all kinds of successful ways, watching people's glamorous and beautiful, watching people's ambitions. Is it very confused? I don't know your situation, but I am. It is nothing to skip classes. The tutor does not care much. The class of hanging up is nothing. It will be fine to rebuild. When I arrived at the university, I felt the strong commercial atmosphere and stocking atmosphere. I am confused, playing games with my classmates, picking up girls, pretending to be forced, laughing, I feel very comfortable, very cool. But I feel lost in the silence. I know that I am wasting the most precious time of my life, but I enjoy the sense of indulgence.
People around you said that there is something wrong with this. Yes, there is nothing wrong with this. However, once upon a time, I have forgotten that in the distant middle school and high school, I have a dream, I have a concept, I am not willing, living under people. I made up my mind that as long as I can get above 10,000 people, even if I give anything, I can. I forgot which kind of hard work, I forgot which kind of sharp and sharp as before. Now, I am more accepting the reality. What's more, people are clouded. Where is my anger, where is my spirit? The game has consumed my time, alcohol has wiped out my will, my girlfriend has accepted me the status quo, and the little boss has made me look down on my value.
I am not willing, I am so old, not reconciled! I don't know how many people are unwilling! Their choice is to return to the campus, even if they are tired and tired, they will give themselves some time, learn the skills of life, learn more skills, and give themselves more space. I don't accept it, so I struggle; I am not willing, so I am moving forward.
Twenty-four, I, in 1994, may no longer be young, have squandered the most precious youth, but I gave myself three years. I must learn more solid foundations and give myself more space in the future. 2018 has me, 2018, I must have no regrets! |
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