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I was sitting on my boat and I knew not where I should row. Vanity was leading my boat, but I felt empty. up and down, up and down, I with my boat jolted on the sea of desires. Until you came to my side before I knew it. And you called me again and again till I woke up from the numbness of my heart. At that moment, I was filled with joy and the violent sea suddenly was in tranquility. I have nothing to offer but my life, which you created and chose to save. I was stained by desires but you washed them one by one. I dreamt of pulling myself up from the chair of secure world, and dreamt of purify myself in the river of dirty water. How ridiculous it was！ You look at me from the beginning of the universe, and begin your work on me before I was created. How amazing it is! 那时，我坐在我的小船上，不知道要划向哪里。虚荣指示着我小船的方向，我却感到空虚。起起伏伏，起起伏伏，我和我的小船颠簸在欲望之海。 直到你来到我的身边，我却一无所知。你一遍一遍呼唤我，直到我从麻木的心灵中醒来。那一刻，我被喜悦充满，狂暴的大海也一时变得平静。 除了生命，我还有什么可以敬献与你的呢，这生命是你创造，也由你拣选得救。我被欲望玷污，你却一一洗净。 我幻想从尘世的座椅上提起自己，幻想在污浊的河流中纯洁自己。多么可笑！ 你从宇宙之初就看着我，在我被创造之先就已动工。多么奇妙！ |
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